Colateral

In 'Colateral,' 6host delves into the tumultuous emotions that accompany heartache and the journey of self-discovery. The song opens with a vivid depiction of disorientation and emotional instability, as the protagonist struggles to maintain composure in a spinning room. The lyrics convey a sense of longing and regret, particularly through the mention of missing places like Mexico and Portland, which symbolize lost opportunities and happier times. The protagonist's internal conflict is palpable, as they grapple with feelings of inadequacy and the desire to amend past mistakes.

The chorus highlights the protagonist's ongoing struggle to find peace and self-identity after a significant other has left. The repetition of feeling 'insane' and 'so gone' underscores the depth of their emotional turmoil. The imagery of hands on their throat and being off anxiety paints a stark picture of their mental state, suggesting a battle with anxiety and depression. The protagonist's admission of blaming others for their unwillingness to change reveals a deeper layer of self-awareness and the recognition of their own flaws.

As the song progresses, the protagonist reflects on the changes in their former partner, who has moved on and started anew. The contrast between the partner's fresh start and the protagonist's self-imposed isolation is striking. The mention of missed calls and building walls around their heart illustrates the protagonist's struggle to let go and move forward. The song concludes with a poignant acknowledgment of the partner's uniqueness and the protagonist's realization that they were always different, hinting at a sense of acceptance and the beginning of healing.