Dilemma

Apink's song 'Dilemma' delves into the emotional turmoil of a relationship that has lost its initial spark but still holds a powerful grip on the heart. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a love that has faded, yet the protagonist finds it impossible to let go. The opening lines, '끝났다고 you never love me / 이미 처음 같지 않다고,' set the stage for a narrative of unreciprocated love and the painful realization that things will never be the same. Despite knowing that the relationship is broken beyond repair, the protagonist clings to the remnants, unable to move on.

The chorus, with its repetitive 'Dilemma, dilemma, dilemma,' encapsulates the central conflict. The protagonist is caught between the agony of staying in a loveless relationship and the unbearable pain of letting go. The lines '꺼진 불이라도 좋아 / 사랑인 척해도 돼 괜찮아 / 상처받아도 좋아 / 네 맘에 내가 없는 게 더 아파' reveal a willingness to endure any amount of suffering just to maintain the illusion of love. This highlights the depth of their emotional attachment and the fear of facing life without their partner.

The song also touches on the theme of self-deception. The protagonist admits, '솔직히 너 없인 안돼,' acknowledging their dependence on their partner despite the evident lack of mutual affection. The repeated declarations of 'Baby, love you, I love you, I love you' juxtaposed with the realization that 'But 끝내야 해 dilemma, dilemma' underscore the internal struggle. The protagonist is torn between their intense love and the rational understanding that the relationship must end. This emotional conflict is a universal experience, making 'Dilemma' a poignant and relatable song for anyone who has faced the heart-wrenching decision of whether to hold on or let go.