Mistakes

Acid Ghost's song 'Mistakes' delves into the dark and introspective journey of someone grappling with their own errors and the subsequent fallout. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who is acutely aware of their mistakes and the negative perceptions these mistakes generate. The opening lines, 'I've been letting out mistakes / For all of you to hate,' suggest a sense of vulnerability and self-awareness, as the protagonist questions whether their support system will remain intact when they are not okay.

The song further explores themes of substance abuse and the temporary relief it provides. The lines 'When I'm lost / The white and brown I bought / When my medicine arrives / I feel very alive inside' indicate a reliance on drugs to cope with feelings of being lost and disconnected. This temporary escape, however, is juxtaposed with the harsh reality of addiction, as highlighted in the lines 'It's not okay / To always be in pain / When you're od'ing who's gonna be by your side?' This stark question underscores the isolation and the changing dynamics of friendships and relationships as addiction takes its toll.

'Mistakes' also touches on the transformation that occurs within the individual and their social circle due to addiction. The repeated line 'You're not really the same' emphasizes the profound changes that the protagonist undergoes, both internally and externally. The song ends on a note of searching and wondering, reflecting an ongoing quest for understanding and perhaps redemption. Acid Ghost's raw and honest portrayal of these struggles resonates deeply, offering a poignant commentary on the human condition and the impact of our choices.