Asfixia

The song 'Asfixia' by Adicta delves into the emotional turmoil and existential crisis experienced by the narrator. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of suffocation and loss, both physically and emotionally. The opening lines, 'Regreso a buscar mi promesa encerrada, la asfixia fue tal que cambié todo por nada,' suggest a return to a past promise or hope that has been stifled to the point of feeling like everything was exchanged for nothing. This sense of suffocation is not just a physical sensation but a metaphor for the overwhelming emotional burden that has led to a profound sense of loss and emptiness.

The recurring line, 'Tal vez reviva, tal vez consiga definirme y saber qué hacer,' reflects a glimmer of hope amidst the despair. The narrator is grappling with the possibility of revival and self-redefinition, seeking clarity and purpose. This struggle is further emphasized by the lines, '¿Quién explicará por qué fuimos vencidos? Nuestro amor será el primero en decirlo,' which question the reasons behind their defeat and hint at a love that might hold the answers. The imagery of being 'deshecho' or undone, losing parts of oneself, symbolizes the fragmentation of identity and the deep impact of emotional suffering.

The song also explores the idea that the body is not the only thing that dies; rather, it is the joy and essence of the person that withers away after experiencing profound love and loss. 'Probé que el cuerpo no es quien se muere, sino mi alegría,' underscores this theme, suggesting that the true death occurs within the spirit. The repeated hope for revival and self-definition indicates a desire to overcome this internal death and find a new sense of self. 'Asfixia' is a poignant exploration of the struggle to reclaim one's identity and joy after being consumed by emotional suffocation and loss.