Trying To Get Away
Admiral Freebee
Escaping the Shadows of a Past Love
Admiral Freebee's song "Trying To Get Away" delves into the emotional turmoil of attempting to move on from a past relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the struggle to break free from the lingering attachments and memories that continue to haunt the protagonist. The opening lines, "Split up lovers / Oiling the wheels of friendship / But a 6 A.M. booty call always ruins it," suggest a complicated dynamic where attempts to maintain a platonic relationship are undermined by residual romantic feelings and physical encounters.
The song's narrative progresses with the protagonist contemplating drastic measures to distance themselves, even imagining a police escort to avoid the emotional entanglements. The line, "And then the cops can't protect me / From my own machinery," metaphorically highlights the internal battle and the difficulty of escaping one's own emotions and thoughts. The recurring refrain, "But it ain't easy to do / But I'm trying to get away from you," underscores the persistent effort and the inherent challenge of moving on.
Admiral Freebee also touches on themes of self-reflection and the hope for a fresh start. The lyrics, "Will I be on the road to freedom / Wearing my new skin," evoke the desire for personal growth and transformation. However, the song acknowledges the complexity of this journey, as the protagonist grapples with unresolved feelings and the reality of their former lover moving on. The melancholic yet determined tone of the song captures the bittersweet nature of trying to let go and find a new path forward.