アタシは問題作 (atashi wa mondaisaku)

Ado's song "アタシは問題作 (atashi wa mondaisaku)" delves into the complexities of self-perception and societal expectations. The title, which translates to "Am I a Problematic Work?", sets the tone for a reflective and somewhat defiant exploration of identity. Ado questions whether she is a "problematic work," a metaphor for feeling out of place or misunderstood. This theme is recurrent throughout the song, as she grapples with the pressure to conform and the struggle to express her true self.

The lyrics reveal a tension between Ado's internal world and external perceptions. Lines like "本音言えず 胸焼けしてる" (Unable to speak my true feelings, I feel heartburn) and "平凡に生きて 平凡に見捨てる" (Living ordinarily, being abandoned ordinarily) highlight the emotional turmoil of suppressing one's true self to fit societal norms. The song also touches on the idea of public scrutiny, with the spotlight metaphorically exposing her vulnerabilities and the defensive mechanisms she employs to cope.

Ado's use of contrasting imagery, such as "望まぬナイフ握ってただけ" (Just holding an unwanted knife) and "バッドエンドだらけの三千世界で" (In a world full of bad endings), underscores the internal conflict and the feeling of being trapped in a role she did not choose. Despite this, there is a sense of resilience and self-acceptance. The repeated questioning of whether she is a "problematic work" becomes a mantra of self-exploration, ultimately leading to a nuanced understanding that she is neither entirely good nor bad, but simply human.

The song's raw and honest lyrics resonate with anyone who has felt the weight of societal expectations and the struggle to stay true to oneself. Ado's powerful delivery and the song's dynamic composition further amplify its emotional impact, making it a compelling anthem for self-acceptance and authenticity.