Kanashikute Kanashikute Lulululu

Ai Hayasaka's song 'Kanashikute Kanashikute Lulululu' delves deep into the emotional turmoil of unrequited love. The lyrics poignantly express the sorrow and frustration of not being able to become the most important person to the one she loves. The repeated phrase 'かなしくてかなしくてるるるる' (Kanashikute Kanashikute Lulululu) underscores the persistent sadness that permeates her heart. This repetition serves as a haunting reminder of her unfulfilled desires and the emotional pain she endures.

The song's narrative reveals a sense of self-awareness and resignation. The protagonist acknowledges that she knew from the beginning that she would get hurt, yet she couldn't help but fall in love. This internal conflict is evident in lines like 'すきになんてならなければ よかった' (If only I hadn't fallen in love). The metaphor of a 'lost kitten' crying and wandering aimlessly captures her feelings of vulnerability and confusion. She longs for even a fleeting moment of affection, even if it's just in a dream, as expressed in 'ゆめのなかでかまわないから だきしめて' (It's okay if it's in a dream, just hold me).

The song also touches on the painful reality of seeing the person she loves with someone else. She questions what makes the other girl more appealing and wonders if she is more beautiful. This comparison and self-doubt are common themes in unrequited love, where the person often feels inadequate. The reference to 'がらすのくつ' (glass slipper) evokes the fairy tale of Cinderella, but in this story, the protagonist remains alone, highlighting the contrast between fantasy and reality. The song's melancholic melody and heartfelt lyrics create a poignant portrayal of the anguish and longing that accompany unrequited love.