On My Own

Ai Ninomiya's song 'On My Own' delves into the complexities of a relationship that has reached its breaking point. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of two lovers who have journeyed together, facing both the highs and lows of their union. The metaphor of rowing a boat without an oar symbolizes their struggle to maintain direction and control in their relationship. Despite their efforts to let the stars and rain guide them, they ultimately realize that their love cannot sustain them forever.

The song poignantly captures the moment of clarity when the couple acknowledges that their time together is limited. The lines 'Trying too hard not to realize we can’t live for long' and 'Imagine how much pain we’ve hidden till now' reflect the emotional toll of their relationship. The repeated phrase 'On my own' signifies the singer's contemplation of life after the breakup, highlighting the coldness, wideness, and potential for a new beginning that comes with being alone.

As the song progresses, the imagery of bruising and bleeding underscores the emotional and physical pain of their failing relationship. The couple's final kiss symbolizes a bittersweet farewell, acknowledging that despite their best efforts, they must part ways. The lyrics 'We could learn the same but words came out so different' and 'Once upon a time don’t always have the happy end' emphasize the inevitability of their separation. Ultimately, 'On My Own' is a heartfelt exploration of love, loss, and the hope for a fresh start, even in the face of deep emotional scars.