death wish

Aislinn Davis' song 'death wish' delves into the complexities of eternal love intertwined with the fear of loss and rejection. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who is deeply in love, to the point where the thought of losing that love is terrifying. The opening lines, 'I think I'll love you forever / And that's pretty scary,' set the tone for the entire song, highlighting the anxiety that comes with such intense emotions. The fear of the loved one moving on without them, even if they are not together, is a recurring theme, emphasizing the haunting presence of past relationships.

The song also explores the idea of self-doubt and inadequacy. Lines like 'You could probably do better / When I say the wrong things / Play the wrong chords on the wrong keys' reflect the narrator's insecurity and the belief that they are not good enough for their partner. This self-deprecation is further illustrated by the metaphor of the 'pluto projector' and 'invisible string,' suggesting a sense of being out of sync or disconnected from reality. The narrator's willingness to 'only fall if it kills me' underscores the depth of their emotional investment and the potential for self-destruction.

The chorus, 'I've got a death wish this time / Bury me 6 feet below you,' is a powerful expression of the narrator's willingness to endure pain and suffering for the sake of love. The idea of being 'happy I just got to know you' reveals a bittersweet acceptance of the relationship's impermanence. Despite the fear and uncertainty, the narrator finds solace in the fact that they experienced love, even if it was fleeting. The song concludes with a reaffirmation of eternal love, 'I know I'll love you forever,' acknowledging the lasting impact of the relationship and the difficulty of moving on.