Precious

In 'Precious,' Aldn delves into the complexities of self-worth, transformation, and the emotional turmoil that accompanies personal change. The song opens with a poignant declaration of the preciousness of a significant other, juxtaposed with a deep-seated self-loathing for the 'new me.' This new version of the self is depicted as someone who relies on medication to feel anything and struggles with social interactions, highlighting a profound sense of disconnection and dissatisfaction with one's current state.

The lyrics further explore the theme of regret and the longing for a simpler, more perfect past. Aldn reminisces about a dream where everything felt right, despite acknowledging that the person in the dream isn't their type. This dream sequence symbolizes an idealized version of reality, one where imperfections and fears, represented by 'butterflies in my stomach,' are momentarily suspended. The artist's frustration with the inability to achieve perfection in real life is palpable, as is the sense of being replaced and feeling that past efforts were wasted.

Aldn's reflections on past moments of tenderness, such as someone tying their shoe, underscore a yearning for genuine connection and simplicity. The repeated wish to be 'special' and 'successful' reveals a deep-seated desire for validation and a sense of purpose. The song culminates in a resolution to embrace reality, despite its imperfections, and a determination to seek happiness by making significant life changes, such as moving to the city. This decision signifies a hopeful yet uncertain step towards self-acceptance and a better future, even as the artist grapples with the fear of letting precious things slip away.