Tan Cerquita
Aleks Syntek
The Bittersweet Realization of Lost Love in 'Tan Cerquita'
Aleks Syntek's song 'Tan Cerquita' delves into the poignant theme of unrecognized love and the regret that follows. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a relationship that was always on the brink of becoming something more but never quite crossed that threshold. The protagonist reflects on the numerous signs and moments that hinted at a deeper connection, such as shared books and coffee cups, and the metaphorical 'same moon' they were hung from. However, he admits to being oblivious to the love that was right in front of him, symbolized by the 'secret under your pupils' that he failed to see.
The song's chorus is a heartfelt confession of regret and longing. The protagonist laments his distraction and carelessness, calling himself a 'gold medalist of the distracted' and a 'perfect lost cause.' He is now left 'collecting kisses' and yearning to express the feelings that his silence once concealed. The repetition of 'Tan cerquita que te tuve y te perdí' (So close that I had you and lost you) underscores the deep sorrow and frustration of having missed the chance to be with someone who was so near yet so far.
In the second verse, the protagonist acknowledges the positive impact the other person had on his life, describing them as the one who restored his faith and healed his sadness. Yet, he also recognizes that what could have been will never be, and he feels undeserving of such a loss. The song concludes with a melancholic acceptance of his mistake, emphasizing the pain of realizing too late the value of what he had. 'Tan Cerquita' is a touching exploration of missed opportunities and the enduring ache of unfulfilled love.