My Addiction
Alex Guesta
The Inescapable Grip of Obsession
The song "My Addiction" by Alex Guesta delves into the theme of obsession and the overwhelming nature of an addictive relationship. The lyrics describe a person who is consumed by thoughts of their partner, to the point where it feels like a song stuck in their head that they can't stop singing. The repetition of the 'Pa, pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa' mimics the incessant nature of an obsessive thought, a catchy tune that represents the fixation on the partner.
The narrative of the song follows the emotional turmoil of wanting to move on ('And I'm ready to go') but being unable to do so because of the addictive nature of the relationship ('This sick addiction makes me crazy'). The counting 'One, now get out of my bed; Two, then I beg you come back; Three, yeah, I got it's the end' suggests a cycle of pushing away and then desperately wanting the partner back, highlighting the confusion and conflict within the protagonist's mind.
Alex Guesta's musical style often incorporates dance and electronic elements, which can be felt in the energetic and repetitive beats of the song. This musical choice complements the theme of addiction, as the beat itself can be seen as addictive and hard to shake off, much like the protagonist's feelings. The song captures the essence of being caught in the grip of an unhealthy attachment, where logic is overpowered by an uncontrollable desire.