Hijo de pastor (feat. Shalom)
Alex Zurdo
Breaking Free: The Struggle of a Pastor's Son
Alex Zurdo's song "Hijo de pastor (feat. Shalom)" delves into the emotional and psychological struggles of a pastor's son who feels trapped by the expectations and pressures imposed upon him by his family and church community. The lyrics poignantly express the young man's desire for freedom and self-discovery, symbolized by his repeated plea, "Tengo mente y corazón, y ganas de volar" (I have a mind and heart, and a desire to fly). This refrain underscores his yearning to break free from the constraints that have been placed on him and to pursue his own path in life.
The narrative begins with the birth of the child, celebrated by the church and his family, who have high hopes for him to follow in his father's footsteps as a pastor. However, as he grows, the young man finds himself increasingly confined by the expectations of his religious community. He is limited to associating only with Christians and is pressured to attend a religious institute instead of a university. His personal desires, such as having a girlfriend, are dismissed, leading to a life where he feels he is merely fulfilling the wishes of others rather than his own.
As the song progresses, the young man's frustration and sense of isolation grow. He begins to explore the world outside the church, seeking the freedom he has been denied. This exploration leads to a rift between him and his parents, who are unaware of his internal struggles. The climax of the song occurs when he confronts his parents, questioning why they never listened to his desires and always made decisions for him. This confrontation marks his decision to leave, taking his dreams with him, and hoping that one day his parents will understand his need for autonomy and self-fulfillment.
"Hijo de pastor" is a powerful commentary on the pressures faced by children in religious families, the struggle for personal identity, and the importance of listening to and supporting the individual aspirations of young people. It highlights the conflict between communal expectations and personal freedom, ultimately advocating for the latter as essential for true happiness and fulfillment.