drunk thought
Alexander Stewart
The Heartache of Being a Drunk Thought
Alexander Stewart's song 'drunk thought' delves into the emotional turmoil of being someone's temporary solace, only to be forgotten once the night ends. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a one-sided relationship where the protagonist is always there for the other person, but only when they are in a vulnerable state, typically under the influence of alcohol. This dynamic is encapsulated in the repeated phrase 'I'm just a drunk thought,' highlighting the fleeting and superficial nature of their connection.
The song's narrative is steeped in feelings of unrequited love and longing. The protagonist bites their tongue and keeps the other person's secrets, even though it causes them pain. This self-sacrifice is driven by a deep desire to be needed, even if it's only at 2 AM when the other person is drunk and lonely. The lyrics 'I'm never enough till I'm all you need' poignantly express the protagonist's internal struggle and the emotional toll of being someone's second choice.
Stewart's use of metaphors and vivid imagery enhances the song's emotional impact. The line 'I keep your secrets till my chest is burning' suggests a physical manifestation of the protagonist's emotional pain. The recurring theme of being forgotten upon waking up underscores the transient nature of their importance in the other person's life. Despite the heartache, the protagonist clings to the hope that one day they will be worth more than just a 'drunk thought.' This song resonates with anyone who has ever felt undervalued or taken for granted in a relationship, making it a powerful and relatable piece of music.