Lost My Lover

Sometimes people start moving different
And they start feeling different things
Uhhm
But this is how I'm feeling right now... yeah

When you told me that you loved me, was it something that you meant?
When I told you that I loved you, that's the only thing I felt
Told you I would take a bullet for you but then you still left
Never had to take that bullet, but you leaving felt like death

Lost my lover, lost my friend
Lost my start and lost my end
Im not fine but I'll pretend
You're my what, how, why, and when

I still wonder how you are
You're so close but you're still far
I can't get to you by car
'Cause you live inside my heart

You're my sunshine, you're my storm
With you is where I belong
You feel safe, you are my home
Always been my comfort zone

And now I live all alone

I think about you daily
From the sunrise to the sunset
I watch the water move
Remembering days you used to move me

There's something bliss about loving you
Like I was born to fall for you
Like I was born to be hurt by words you never meant to say
Your words are poison

I sip on your lies, like it's my favourite drink
It's like being addicted to something that's killing you
But baby, I'm feeling you

You're heaven and hell
The warmest summer and coldest winter
The sweetest soul with a heart so bitter
It never made sense to me

You taught me love and heartbreak
How to gain love and then lose it
How to feel love and abuse it
Love is a drug I'm using

You're my worst nightmare and favourite dream

But isn't it ironic?
The one I dream about is the reason I can't sleep
Isn't it ironic?
The one I dream about is the reason I can't sleep
Tell me, isn't it ironic?
The one I dream about is the reason I can't sleep

When you told me that you loved me, was it something that you meant?
When I told you that I loved you, that's the only thing I felt
Told you I would take a bullet for you but then you still left
Never had to take that bullet, but you leaving felt like death

Lost my lover, lost my friend
Lost my start and lost my end
Im not fine but I'll pretend
You're my what, how, why, and when

I still wonder how you are
You're so close but you're still far
I can't get to you by car
'Cause you live inside my heart

You're my sunshine, you're my storm
With you is where I belong
You feel safe, you are my home
Always been my comfort zone

And now I live all alone

I said
Isn't it ironic?
The one I dream about is the reason I can't sleep
Isn't it ironic?
The one I dream about is the reason I can't sleep