This Calling

All That Remains' song "This Calling" delves into the internal struggle and the relentless pull of one's inner desires and convictions. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with their own temptations and weaknesses, yet finding a way to steel themselves against these challenges. The opening lines, "I secretly crave, crave that scent again / Still feel it pressing on me now," suggest a longing for something that once brought pleasure but now brings conflict. This sets the stage for a narrative of resistance and resilience.

The chorus, "And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all / And I hear this calling out," emphasizes the persistent nature of this inner voice or calling. It is something that cannot be ignored, no matter how distant it may seem. The protagonist acknowledges their past mistakes and the pain associated with them, but they also recognize that these experiences have shaped their current resolve. The line, "words match my deeds with brutal honesty / never forget these choices were made by me," underscores a commitment to authenticity and accountability.

As the song progresses, the theme of inner strength becomes more pronounced. The lyrics, "Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me / though I am fearful I can not prevent this tragedy," highlight the tension between fear and determination. Despite the scars and the tests of strength, there is a belief that this calling will ultimately guide them through their struggles. The repeated assertion, "Still I believe that this calling will see me through," serves as a powerful affirmation of faith in one's own resilience and the transformative power of facing one's inner demons head-on.