Running Away

In 'Running Away,' AM delves into the complexities of self-sabotage and the internal struggle of facing one's own fears and insecurities. The song opens with a sense of familiarity and loss, as the narrator admits to knowing someone's name but having forgotten it. This could symbolize a deeper disconnection or a lost sense of self. The phrase 'it's my own game' suggests that the narrator is aware of their own role in their struggles, yet they insist that it is not someone else's problem, indicating a sense of isolation and personal responsibility.

The recurring theme of uncertainty and wasted time is evident in the lines 'I don't know if I'm gonna change / Wasting time and another day.' This reflects a common human experience of feeling stuck in a cycle of unproductive behavior, despite the desire for change. The chorus, 'I keep running away / Even from the good things,' highlights the paradox of avoiding positive experiences due to fear or self-doubt. This self-destructive tendency is a poignant reminder of how our fears can prevent us from embracing happiness and growth.

In the second verse, the narrator tries to convince themselves that things are not so bad and that they are 'right on track.' However, the repetition of the earlier lines about uncertainty and wasted time suggests a lack of genuine belief in these reassurances. The song's introspective nature and candid lyrics resonate with anyone who has ever felt trapped by their own mind, making 'Running Away' a powerful exploration of the human condition and the internal battles we all face.