Zanguei-me Com Meu Amor
Amália Rodrigues
The Bittersweet Melody of Love and Regret
Amália Rodrigues, often hailed as the 'Queen of Fado,' brings forth a poignant tale of love, regret, and reconciliation in her song 'Zanguei-me Com Meu Amor.' The lyrics narrate a story of a lover's quarrel, the ensuing loneliness, and the eventual longing for reconciliation. The song opens with the singer expressing her anger towards her lover, leading to a day without seeing him. This absence, however, seems to enhance her performance of the 'fado da mouraria,' a traditional fado style that is deeply rooted in the cultural and emotional fabric of Lisbon's Mouraria district.
As the day progresses, the singer is visited by a 'sopro duma saudade'—a breath of longing—that kisses her hour by hour. This personification of 'saudade,' a Portuguese term that encapsulates a deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for something or someone that one loves, highlights the depth of her feelings. In an attempt to regain her composure, she tries to send this longing away. However, by morning, she is filled with regret and tears, realizing that losing love is a profound loss that should never be taken lightly.
The song concludes with the return of her lover, who, despite his inability to whistle well, softly whistles the 'fado da mouraria.' This act symbolizes a tender and humble attempt at reconciliation, bringing the narrative full circle. Amália Rodrigues' emotive delivery and the lyrical content of 'Zanguei-me Com Meu Amor' beautifully capture the complexities of love, the pain of separation, and the sweet relief of reunion, all set against the backdrop of traditional Portuguese fado music.