Diary of Dreams

In 'Diary of Dreams,' Amok delves into the complex emotions of trust, self-doubt, and the struggle for self-acceptance. The song opens with a poignant admission of misplaced faith: 'I put so much faith into you / I trusted everybody except myself.' This line sets the tone for the entire piece, highlighting the protagonist's internal conflict and the journey towards self-reliance. The lyrics suggest a history of relying on others for validation and support, only to realize that true trust must come from within.

The metaphor of 'Tales of your behaviour / Like paper in a book' paints a vivid picture of the superficiality and fragility of the trust placed in others. The protagonist questions the intentions of those who claim to be saviors, asking, 'How come you can not see the truth?' This line underscores the theme of disillusionment and the realization that external validation is often unreliable. The repeated phrase 'I Am-oK, if I Am-oK, you see...' serves as a mantra of self-affirmation, emphasizing the importance of self-acceptance and inner strength.

The chorus, 'Don't be such a stranger - / I Am-oK, But you're in danger!' adds a layer of urgency and warning. It suggests that while the protagonist is finding their footing, those who continue to misunderstand or underestimate them are at risk of being left behind. The closing lines, 'You say my dreams have all turned grey / How ignorant of you to say!' and 'You claim that you can feel my pain / Insane of you to stay!' further highlight the disconnect between the protagonist and those who fail to understand their journey. The song ultimately serves as a powerful anthem of self-discovery and the importance of trusting oneself above all else.