Ana A'Ayesh

Amr Diab's song "Ana A'Ayesh" delves deep into the emotional turmoil of living without a loved one. The lyrics poignantly express the pain and longing that come with separation. The repeated lines, "Ana a'ayesh iw mosh a'ayesh iw mosh aader a'ala boa'dak" (I am living but not living, and I can't bear your absence), highlight the paradox of existing without truly feeling alive. This sentiment is further emphasized by the struggle to forget the beloved and the refusal to find solace in another, as seen in the lines, "Wa la a'aref biyoum ansa iw la a'ayez habeeb baa'dak" (I can't forget you, nor do I want another lover after you).

The song also touches on the hope and despair intertwined in the heart of someone who has lost their love. The lyrics, "Iw basaal wi aalbi biyihlam youm yirtaah min jiraho" (I look and my heart dreams of a day it will rest from its wounds), convey a yearning for peace and healing. However, the uncertainty of whether the past can be rekindled or if it is lost forever is captured in the lines, "Dah ijdeedna illi kanoo ma bayna zamaan, Raja'een willa rahoo" (Our renewal that was between us long ago, are they returning or gone).

Amr Diab, known for his emotive voice and ability to convey deep feelings, uses this song to explore the complexities of love and loss. The cultural context of the song, with its rich Arabic language and poetic expressions, adds layers of meaning that resonate with listeners who have experienced similar heartache. The repeated plea, "Ma tirjaa' kifaya" (Don't come back, it's enough), encapsulates the internal conflict of wanting to move on but being unable to let go.