Siento Enloquecer

In 'Siento Enloquecer,' Angel Mahler crafts a poignant and haunting narrative through the voice of Lucy, who is grappling with the overwhelming sense of loss and longing for her mother. The song opens with Lucy's desperate plea, questioning if the voice she hears is indeed her mother's. This sets the tone for the entire piece, as Lucy's emotional turmoil and sense of abandonment are laid bare. The repetition of her calling out to her mother underscores the depth of her despair and the void left by her mother's absence.

The lyrics delve deeper into Lucy's psyche as she expresses her feeling of going mad ('Siento enloquecer') and her desperate need for a response from her mother. This plea is not just for comfort but for a sense of presence and reassurance. The line 'Cuando te perdí se vació mi ser' (When I lost you, my being emptied) poignantly captures the profound impact of her mother's loss on her sense of self. Lucy's search for someone to fill this void, someone who can replace her mother, highlights her vulnerability and the human need for connection and support.

As the song progresses, Lucy's plea transforms into a declaration of submission and devotion to a new figure, whom she refers to as her 'amo' (master) and 'dueño' (owner). This shift suggests a complex interplay of power and dependency, where Lucy seeks solace and protection in surrendering herself to another. The lyrics 'Mi desenfreno junto a ti señor ya nada temo' (My frenzy with you, sir, I fear nothing) indicate that Lucy finds a twisted sense of security and fearlessness in this new relationship, despite its potentially unhealthy dynamics. Through 'Siento Enloquecer,' Mahler explores themes of loss, longing, and the human desire for connection, even at the cost of personal autonomy.