Oncemil

Angela Leiva's song 'Oncemil' delves deep into the emotional turmoil of a strained relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who is grappling with the pain of loving someone while feeling disconnected and unfulfilled. The repeated phrase 'No me gusta' (I don't like) underscores the singer's discomfort and dissatisfaction with the current state of the relationship. This refrain highlights the internal conflict of wanting to be present and happy with their partner but feeling like a ghost, merely going through the motions without genuine joy or connection.

The metaphor of being 'partida en oncemil pedazos' (broken into eleven thousand pieces) powerfully conveys the extent of the emotional fragmentation the singer feels. This imagery suggests a profound sense of being shattered and unable to piece oneself back together. The lyrics also touch on the idea of 'vendiéndole el alma al diablo' (selling one's soul to the devil), which can be interpreted as compromising one's true self and values to maintain a facade of happiness. This metaphor emphasizes the depth of the singer's despair and the lengths they are willing to go to avoid confronting the painful reality of their situation.

In the latter part of the song, there is a glimmer of hope as the lyrics mention 'la luz abriéndose camino' (the light making its way). This suggests a potential for healing and moving past the pain, even though the journey is fraught with difficulty. The song's exploration of themes such as emotional disconnection, the struggle to maintain appearances, and the hope for eventual healing resonates deeply with anyone who has experienced the complexities of love and heartache. Angela Leiva's poignant delivery and the evocative lyrics make 'Oncemil' a powerful reflection on the silent struggles of the heart.