Taishou A

Annina's song 'Taishou A' delves into the complex emotions of guilt, loss, and the human struggle with forbidden desires. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone burying a loved one, an act that is both physically and emotionally taxing. The opening lines, 'Anata no nakigara ni tsuchi o kakeru / Sore ga kinjirarete ita to shite mo,' suggest a forbidden act, perhaps hinting at societal or personal taboos. This sets the stage for a narrative filled with internal conflict and the allure of forbidden pleasures, as seen in 'Junsui na manazashi no kairaku ni wa / Kakushikirenai yuuwaku ga atta.' The pure gaze of pleasure is tainted by an irresistible temptation, highlighting the duality of human nature.

The recurring questions, 'Doushite tsumi ga aru no darou / Doushite batsu ga aru no darou,' reflect a deep existential inquiry into the nature of sin and punishment. These lines suggest a struggle to understand why certain actions are deemed sinful and why they carry consequences. The imagery of 'Hone no saki wa amari ni mo shiroku / Mugen ni tsuzuku yami o sasotta' evokes a stark contrast between the purity of bones and the infinite darkness, symbolizing the eternal struggle between innocence and corruption.

As the song progresses, the focus shifts to memories and the pain of holding onto them. 'Anata no omoide ni kagi o kakeru / Sore ga sokonawarete ita to shite mo' speaks to the act of locking away memories, even if they are damaged or incomplete. The lines 'Tsumi ga aru no wa akiramete iru kara / Batsu ga aru no wa motomesugiru kara' suggest that sin exists because of resignation, and punishment arises from excessive desire. The song concludes with a glimmer of hope, questioning whether one can smile again as they did in the past, 'Asa ga kureba waraeru darou ka / Ano hi no you ni waraeru darou ka.' This ending leaves the listener pondering the possibility of healing and moving forward despite the weight of past transgressions and losses.