Last Time

Anson Seabra's song 'Last Time' delves into the tumultuous and repetitive nature of a toxic relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of two people who are stuck in a cycle of breaking up and getting back together, despite knowing deep down that their relationship is unhealthy. The protagonist moves fifteen blocks away, ostensibly to give their partner space, but both parties are aware that this is not the real issue. This physical distance symbolizes the emotional distance and unresolved issues between them.

The song's chorus highlights the insanity of their situation, referencing the famous saying that insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. This metaphor underscores the futility of their attempts to make the relationship work. Despite their repeated efforts, they find themselves back in the same place, unable to break free from the past. The line 'We're caught in past life, what a sad sight' poignantly captures the sense of being trapped in a cycle of old habits and unresolved emotions.

Seabra's lyrics also touch on the self-destructive behaviors that often accompany such relationships. The protagonist admits to drinking too much and making impulsive decisions, like calling their ex and ending up back in their bed. This pattern of behavior illustrates the difficulty of letting go and the comfort found in familiar, albeit unhealthy, routines. The song's repetition of the phrase 'Guess the last time wasn't the last time after all' serves as a haunting reminder of the cyclical nature of their relationship, leaving listeners with a sense of melancholy and introspection.