Esa Cruz

Anuel AA's song 'Esa Cruz' is a poignant reflection on heartbreak, regret, and the struggle to move on from a past relationship. The lyrics convey a deep sense of loneliness and the difficulty of coping with the end of a significant connection. Anuel AA uses the metaphor of 'cargando esa cru' (carrying that cross) to express the weight of his past mistakes and the pain they continue to cause him. The darkness he mentions symbolizes the emotional turmoil he's experiencing, while the light ('la lu') represents the harsh truth coming to light.

The song delves into the artist's internal conflict and his attempts to numb the pain through other relationships and substances, as indicated by lines like 'Tengo un amigo nuevo, se llama licor' (I have a new friend, his name is liquor). The recurring questions '¿Qué es lo que no tengo yo que lo tenga él?' (What is it that I don't have that he does?) and '¿Quién carajo' es él?' (Who the hell is he?) highlight his feelings of inadequacy and confusion over his ex-partner's new relationship. The mention of a baby and a tattoo suggests permanent changes and decisions made to move on, which only deepen his sense of loss.

Anuel AA's musical style often blends reggaeton with trap, and his lyrics frequently explore themes of love, betrayal, and street life. 'Esa Cruz' is a testament to his vulnerability, showcasing a different side of the artist known for his tough exterior. The song resonates with anyone who has experienced the complexity of letting go and the haunting presence of a past love in one's life.