I Been

Ari Lennox's song 'I Been' delves into the emotional turmoil and self-reflection that follows a painful breakup. The recurring motif of smoking 'Purple Haze' serves as a metaphor for her attempts to numb the pain and forget about her ex. This choice of substance, often associated with escapism and altered states of mind, underscores her struggle to cope with the lingering feelings and memories of the relationship.

The lyrics reveal a sense of frustration and disillusionment with modern dating, particularly through the mention of 'having the worst luck on Tinder.' This line highlights the superficiality and deceit she encounters, further emphasized by her ex's repeated lies and pretenses. The reference to changing her number forty-seven times and calling her ex 'the number one stunta' paints a picture of someone who has been deeply hurt and is trying to protect herself from further emotional harm.

In the latter part of the song, Lennox offers a candid reflection on the impact of emotional abuse, suggesting that it can be more damaging than physical abuse. This introspective moment broadens the song's scope, addressing the long-term psychological effects of toxic relationships. The anecdote about an old acquaintance reaching out serves as a reminder of past innocence and the stark contrast to her current emotional state. Through 'I Been,' Ari Lennox not only shares her personal pain but also provides a broader commentary on the complexities of love, heartbreak, and self-preservation.