Trauma

Ariah's song "Trauma" delves deep into the harrowing experience of emotional and psychological abuse. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a past relationship that has left the protagonist scarred and struggling to move on. The opening lines, "Se eu já te amei / Isso tá mais do que enterrado," suggest a love that has been buried, indicating a desire to leave the past behind. However, the haunting presence of the abuser continues to echo in the protagonist's mind, symbolized by the line, "Mas se morto não fala, porque você tem falado?" This metaphor highlights the paradox of trying to forget someone who still has a powerful, negative influence on one's thoughts and emotions.

The chorus reveals the depth of the protagonist's suffering, describing how the abuser's voice continues to torment them, making it difficult to find happiness with others. The repeated phrase, "Sua voz escrota ecoando na minha mente," emphasizes the relentless nature of this mental anguish. The protagonist's struggle is further illustrated by their self-destructive behavior, as they push away anyone who tries to bring them joy, symbolized by the line, "Derramando sangue de qualquer pessoa que tente / Me fazer feliz." This imagery conveys the idea that the trauma has left the protagonist emotionally wounded and unable to trust or connect with others.

The song also addresses the specific ways in which the abuser manipulated and belittled the protagonist, as seen in the lines, "Cê ta gorda demais, cê ta magra demais / Tudo isso é culpa sua, são seus problemas mentais." These cruel remarks highlight the abuser's attempts to control and undermine the protagonist's self-worth. The repeated question, "Por que você não sai da minha cabeça?" underscores the persistent and debilitating nature of trauma, likening it to a disease that infects the soul. Ariah's raw and honest portrayal of this emotional struggle resonates with anyone who has experienced the lingering effects of an abusive relationship, making "Trauma" a powerful anthem of pain and resilience.