Best I Can

Art of Dying's song 'Best I Can' delves into the emotional turmoil and relentless effort of trying to meet expectations, both self-imposed and external. The lyrics open with a sense of existential despair, where the narrator feels insignificant and unheard. This sentiment is encapsulated in the line, 'Tonight I feel like the world won't miss me,' which sets a somber tone. The idea of throwing a penny in a well for wishing symbolizes a desperate hope for change or fulfillment, highlighting the narrator's yearning for something more in life.

The chorus, 'I am doing the best I can with everything I am,' serves as a powerful affirmation of the narrator's efforts despite their imperfections. This line underscores the universal struggle of striving for perfection and the acknowledgment that nobody is perfect. The repetition of this phrase throughout the song emphasizes the narrator's determination and resilience. The song also touches on the theme of second chances and the long, arduous journey of self-improvement, as seen in the lines, 'A second chance to give you something / It takes a lifetime to come from nothing.'

The personal nature of the struggle is further illustrated with the imagery of a faded picture kept close to the heart, symbolizing cherished memories or goals that may have lost their clarity over time. Despite this, the narrator remains committed to their path, driven by the belief that their efforts are worth it. The song's closing lines, 'Oh I keep doing, keep trying,' encapsulate the relentless pursuit of doing one's best, even in the face of adversity. 'Best I Can' is a poignant reminder of the human condition's inherent struggle and the enduring hope that fuels our efforts to be better.