Not How It’s Supposed To Go

Be a good girl, pretty housewife
Need to have sex every night
Remove all hair from your body
But don't you dare cut yourself 'cause

He might see you bleed
Hold these expectations please
Hold yourself up to a standard
For somebody else's needs
Wipe the tears off of your cheek
Yeah this man should set you free
But it didn't work for me

I was filling up my head with those lies
Trying to tell me everything's fucking fine
I wanna love you know I want it so right
Oh now I know that's not how it's supposed to go
I made a wish into a fallen eyelash
It flew away and so I took my life back
I wanna love you know I want it so bad
Oh now I know that's not how it's supposed to go

Setting small fires, little tantrums
Break the dry wall with your fist I'll
Tell myself that this is normal
Just a bandage on my hand 'cause

He might see you bleed
Hold these expectations please
Hold yourself up to a standard
For somebody else's needs
Wipe the tears off of your cheek
Yeah this man should set you free
But it didn't work for me

I was filling up my head with those lies
Trying to tell me everything's fucking fine
I wanna love you know I want it so right
Oh now I know that's not how it's supposed to go
I made a wish into a fallen eyelash
It flew away and so I took my life back
I wanna love you no I want it so bad
Oh now I know that's not how it's supposed to go

Oh no, oh no
La la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la
I wanna love you know I want it so bad

I was filling up my head with those lies
Trying to tell me everything is fucking fine
I wanna love you know I want it so right
Oh now I know that's not how it's supposed to go
I made a wish into a fallen eyelash
It flew away and so I took my life back
I wanna love you know I want it so bad
Oh now I know that's not how it's supposed to go