Save Myself

In 'Save Myself,' Ashe delves into the emotional aftermath of a tumultuous relationship, reflecting on the lessons learned and the regrets that linger. The song opens with a poignant acknowledgment of hindsight, where Ashe laments how her once sunny days were overshadowed by the stormy reality of her relationship. The metaphor of 'cocaine playing milk and honey' paints a vivid picture of the highs and lows, the dysfunction, and the addictive nature of the bond she shared with her partner. Despite the chaos, she holds onto the hope that one day, the pain will be a source of humor and growth.

Ashe's lyrics reveal a deep sense of regret and self-awareness. She recognizes that everything worked out as it was meant to, yet she can't help but wish she had made different choices. The imagery of 'jumping off your sinking ships' instead of going down with them highlights her desire for self-preservation and the realization that she could have avoided much heartache. The chorus is a powerful declaration of this regret, as she repeatedly sings about how she could have saved herself time, money, and emotional turmoil if she had only seen the red flags and acted on them.

The song also touches on the theme of self-blame and the struggle to forgive oneself. Ashe admits that she 'kinda saw it coming,' indicating a level of awareness about the relationship's inevitable downfall. However, she grapples with the difficulty of moving on and forgetting the pain. The repetition of 'I could've saved myself' serves as both a lament and a cathartic release, as she comes to terms with her past decisions. Ultimately, 'Save Myself' is a poignant exploration of self-reflection, regret, and the journey towards self-forgiveness and healing.