Sometimes It Ends

(I was fucking pissed off, man
The guy was my best friend, and he just kind of turned his back on me and fucking bailed
Denis actually sat down and was like
You don't want this album to be about Danny
Danny is in the past now
You need to move on
You need to look forward to your future
And I was, like: You're right. You're right
And I sat down and I re-wrote most of the record, lyrically anyway, with Denis)

So here we fucking go
You're going down
You're on your own
This hate is endless
Tonight I think I'll cross the line
I'll cross the fucking line
This hate is relentless

Oh here we go down this hole
I've lost control
Save me
Oh here we go down this hole
I've lost control
Save me

Picking up, picking up another life
Waking up, waking up from all the lies
I feel so alone

Sometimes it ends
Sometimes you fall
Crossing out the man that I've become
I'm standing tall
Stronger than I ever did before
Against them all

I know that you have locked me in your eyes
And I can't resist it
The target on your chest is all that I can see
Fight me now
It's not over
No, no, no, it's not over
Pick me up off the ground just once more
So on I go, on I go
But never alone

Sometimes it ends
Sometimes you fall
Crossing out the man that I've become
I'm standing tall
Stronger than I ever did before
Against them all

Now it's my turn to drag you through this hell
Through this hell
I won't forgive
I won't let go of what you've done
Woke up alone
So sick of this game
I've spent too many years in this house of pain
If you can't find the words, read between the lines
So take it or leave it to me
So take it or leave it to me from here this time

(Ah, it was hard to sort of, switch off, 'cause I was still angry inside, but
I just, I mean, then again, it might be something about that not pursuing
'Cause, being a musician and an artist, I write about what's fueling, what I'm feeling at the time
But, a lot of how I'm feeling is excitement, and I am happy
And I am extremely grateful to still be going, so
I just have to concentrate more of that, sort of like, for the new record
Then, you know, use my energy in hindsight, in a negative way
Which it completely would have been, had Dennis not called me out and said stop being a pussy
Which is cool)