Autoestigma
Attaque 77
The Weight of Self-Stigma and Paranoia in 'Autoestigma'
Attaque 77's song 'Autoestigma' delves into the heavy themes of self-stigma and paranoia, reflecting the internal and external struggles faced by the individual. The lyrics open with a direct confrontation of these issues, highlighting how the protagonist feels overwhelmed by their own negative self-perception and the harmful gaze of others. The phrase 'tu mirar es tan nocivo, me afecta mal' (your gaze is so harmful, it affects me badly) underscores the toxic impact of external judgment on the individual's mental state.
The song continues to explore the burden of carrying one's own 'cross' while also dealing with the expectations and judgments of others. The line 'Ya tengo más que bastante con mi propia cruz como para estar cargando la de los otros' (I already have more than enough with my own cross to be carrying others') poignantly captures the exhaustion and frustration of dealing with both personal and external pressures. This metaphor of the cross is a powerful symbol of suffering and burden, resonating deeply with listeners who may feel similarly weighed down by their own struggles and the expectations of society.
In the repeated plea 'Por qué no me dejás en paz, por qué no te dejás en paz' (Why don't you leave me alone, why don't you leave yourself alone), the protagonist expresses a desperate desire for peace and relief from these relentless pressures. The song concludes with a reflection on the solitude and self-confrontation that occurs at the end of each day, emphasizing the cyclical nature of these internal battles. Attaque 77's raw and emotive delivery of these themes makes 'Autoestigma' a powerful anthem for those grappling with self-stigma and the weight of societal expectations.