Relic
Awaken I Am
The Haunting Echoes of Love and Regret in 'Relic'
Awaken I Am's song 'Relic' delves deep into the emotional turmoil of love, loss, and the haunting presence of past relationships. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with the truth and the pain it brings. The opening lines, 'Why do I find that it’s harder to tell the truth when it’s tearing me apart?' suggest an internal struggle with honesty and the consequences it entails. This sets the tone for a narrative where the protagonist is irresistibly drawn to someone, much like a moth to a flame, despite the inevitable pain it causes.
The recurring theme of feeling the presence of the lost loved one is poignantly expressed through lines like 'I can feel your blood in my veins' and 'I feel your voice in every breath you’re calling my name.' These metaphors highlight the deep, almost physical connection that remains even after the relationship has ended. The protagonist acknowledges their mistakes and the impact of the separation, as seen in 'Now I know that things I did were wrong, but I felt the best part of me leave the day you said that you were gone.' This admission of guilt and the sense of loss underscore the emotional weight carried throughout the song.
The imagery of transformation and entrapment is also significant. The line 'I’ve watched you as you’ve turned from gold to a shadow made of stone' symbolizes the change in the loved one from something precious to something cold and unyielding. The metaphor of 'your hands around my throat' conveys a sense of suffocation and the inescapable grip of the past. Ultimately, 'Relic' is a powerful exploration of the lingering effects of love and regret, capturing the essence of a heart that continues to fall and feel, despite the passage of time.