Arma Cargada

Axel Fiks' song 'Arma Cargada' delves into the complexities and contradictions of a tumultuous romantic relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the emotional rollercoaster that comes with love, highlighting both the intense passion and the underlying fears. The phrase 'De este amor me aterra esa parte, el vértigo constante' (This part of love terrifies me, the constant vertigo) sets the tone for the song, indicating a sense of instability and anxiety that accompanies the relationship. This metaphor of vertigo suggests a dizzying, disorienting experience, much like the highs and lows of love itself.

The song also explores the internal conflict of wanting to be close to someone while simultaneously feeling the urge to push them away. Lines like 'Quiero abrazarte después pelearte' (I want to hug you then fight you) and 'Quiero algo sano de tu parte' (I want something healthy from you) reflect this duality. The protagonist is caught between the desire for intimacy and the need for self-preservation, a common theme in relationships where emotional baggage and past experiences play a significant role. The reference to Sartre, a philosopher known for his existentialist ideas, adds a layer of intellectual depth, suggesting that the relationship is not just emotionally taxing but also mentally stimulating.

Axel Fiks also touches on self-awareness and personal growth within the context of the relationship. The repeated line 'Hoy escribo para mí, palabras que después son para vos' (Today I write for myself, words that later are for you) indicates a journey of self-discovery and expression. The protagonist acknowledges their own flaws, as seen in 'Tal vez el tóxico de acá soy yo' (Maybe the toxic one here is me), showing a willingness to confront and accept their own shortcomings. This introspection is crucial for understanding the dynamics of the relationship and finding a path towards a healthier connection.