Doña Ubenza

“Doña Ubenza” by Bahiano is a poignant exploration of inner turmoil and resilience. The song's lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who is suffering internally while maintaining a facade of happiness. The repeated line, “Ando llorando pa' dentro, aunque me ría pa' fuera” (I cry inside, even though I laugh outside), encapsulates this duality. This internal struggle is a common human experience, where societal expectations often force individuals to hide their true emotions.

The song also delves into themes of existential uncertainty and the harsh realities of life. The lines “No se si habrá otro mundo donde las almas suspiran, yo vivo sobre esta tierra trabajando todo el día” (I don't know if there's another world where souls sigh, I live on this earth working all day) reflect a sense of resignation and acceptance of one's fate. The mention of working all day highlights the relentless grind and the lack of respite, which is a reality for many people, especially those in marginalized communities.

Cultural and spiritual elements are woven throughout the song, adding depth to its narrative. The act of “persignarse” (crossing oneself) and the reference to praying in the mountains of charity suggest a deep connection to faith and tradition. However, there is also a hint of doubt and questioning of divine justice, as seen in the lines “No valla que dios exista y me lleve pa' el infierno con todas mis ovejitas” (Just in case God exists and takes me to hell with all my little sheep). This juxtaposition of faith and doubt adds a layer of complexity to the character of Doña Ubenza, making her a symbol of resilience and endurance in the face of life's adversities.