Ataxofobia

Bastian Cortes' song 'Ataxofobia' delves into the complex interplay between light and darkness, both literally and metaphorically. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with a deep-seated fear of disorder and chaos, known as ataxophobia. This fear is symbolized by the darkness, which the protagonist desperately tries to avoid. The repeated plea to 'procura la luz nunca apagar' (make sure the light never goes out) underscores the anxiety and the need for control in the face of overwhelming uncertainty.

The song's narrative oscillates between moments of welcoming and warning, reflecting a duality that the protagonist lives with. The lines 'Vivo una dualidad, es mi destino ya' (I live a duality, it is my destiny now) highlight this internal conflict. The protagonist is torn between the comfort of light and the terror of darkness, which metaphorically represents the struggle between order and chaos. This duality is further emphasized by the recurring question '¿Qué debo escuchar?' (What should I listen to?), indicating a constant state of indecision and inner turmoil.

At its core, 'Ataxofobia' is a poignant exploration of the human condition, particularly the fear of losing control. The protagonist's concern about 'perder el con-trol' (losing control) speaks to a universal anxiety that many people face. Despite the reassurance that 'Todo estará bien' (Everything will be fine), there is an underlying sense of dread that 'No otra vez' (Not again) something bad might happen. This tension between hope and fear, light and darkness, order and chaos, makes 'Ataxofobia' a deeply relatable and emotionally resonant song.