Apple Cider
beabadoobee
The Sweet Confusion of Budding Romance
The song "Apple Cider" by beabadoobee captures the essence of youthful infatuation and the confusing emotions that often accompany the early stages of a romantic interest. The lyrics convey a sense of ambivalence, as the protagonist expresses both a lack of interest and a deep attraction to the other person. The mention of apple cider and fruit punch serves as a metaphor for the sweetness and innocence of young love, as well as the variety of feelings that can be mixed together like different flavors in a drink.
The song's narrative unfolds with the protagonist wrestling with their feelings, highlighted by the contradictory lines, "And I don't even like you that much / Wait / I do / Fuck." This internal conflict is a common experience in the push and pull of new relationships, where one's emotions can be uncertain and fluctuate rapidly. The casual language and the use of profanity add a raw and authentic touch to the song, emphasizing the intensity and confusion of the emotions involved.
The chorus, with its invitation to call at midnight and give the relationship a try, suggests a willingness to explore these feelings despite the uncertainty. The repeated lines, "It's really nice to talk to you / It's really nice to hold your hand," reflect the simple pleasures and deep connection that can be found in the small moments shared between two people. The song ends with an open-ended proposition for a sleepover, leaving listeners with a sense of anticipation and the unresolved question of whether these two individuals will move beyond friendship.