outside

Bea Miller's song 'Outside' delves into the feelings of isolation, boredom, and inner turmoil that many people experience, especially in the context of modern life. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who is stuck in a monotonous routine, feeling disconnected from the world around them. The opening lines, 'I'm so bored / I think I'll burn all my clothes,' immediately set the tone for the song, highlighting a sense of frustration and a desire to break free from the mundane.

Throughout the song, Miller uses various metaphors to express her emotional state. For instance, 'Paint dries / Like my tired eyes / Rain cries / I don't wanna go outside' suggests a sense of stagnation and emotional exhaustion. The repetition of not wanting to go outside symbolizes a reluctance to engage with the external world, possibly due to feelings of anxiety or depression. The mention of 'kitchen table coffee' and 'watching That '70s Show' further emphasizes the mundane and repetitive nature of her daily life.

The chorus, 'Can’t think of other ways I wanna waste my time / All I do is fuck around with words that rhyme,' reflects a sense of purposelessness and a struggle to find meaning. The line 'I don't even like my friends tonight / I must be out of my mind' indicates a disconnect not only from the world but also from personal relationships. The recurring theme of the mind 'running in circles' suggests an ongoing internal struggle, where thoughts and worries keep looping without resolution. This song captures the essence of feeling trapped in one's own mind, unable to find solace or escape in the outside world.