I Close My Eyes

The Bee Gees' song 'I Close My Eyes' delves into the complex emotions of self-deception and the struggle to maintain a facade of happiness. The opening lines, 'Look at me I'm riding high, don't know what's wrong with me,' set the stage for a narrative where the protagonist is outwardly successful but internally conflicted. This duality is a common theme in the Bee Gees' music, often exploring the tension between public persona and private reality. The line 'Can't you see I'm not the guy that I pretend to be' further emphasizes this internal struggle, revealing a deep sense of vulnerability and self-awareness.

The recurring phrase 'I close my eyes' serves as a metaphor for escapism. By closing his eyes, the protagonist attempts to shut out the harsh realities of his life, seeking solace in the idea that 'our love will never die.' This love, whether real or imagined, becomes a sanctuary, a place where he can find temporary relief from his loneliness and failures. The repetition of 'I close my eyes' underscores the desperation and frequency of this need to escape, highlighting the emotional toll it takes on him.

The song also touches on the theme of unfulfilled aspirations and the fear of abandonment. Lines like 'The more I try the more I fail, I'd like to run away' capture the frustration of repeated failures and the desire to flee from them. However, the fear of being left behind, 'But if I try you pass me by, I know that I can't stay,' keeps him rooted in his current state. This push-and-pull dynamic adds a layer of complexity to the song, making it a poignant exploration of human emotions and the lengths we go to protect ourselves from pain.