Abandoned

In 'Abandoned,' Benjamin William Hastings delves into the profound themes of sacrifice, love, and surrender. The song opens with a sense of bewilderment and awe at the divine exchange offered by Jesus Christ. Hastings grapples with the idea that despite giving his worst, he receives the ultimate sacrifice—Christ's blood. This paradox of grace and redemption sets the tone for the entire song, highlighting the depth of divine love that seems almost incomprehensible.

The chorus of the song is a powerful declaration of total surrender and devotion. Hastings expresses a desire to live a life that mirrors the surrender of Jesus, emphasizing a complete and unreserved commitment. The repeated phrase 'completely, deeply, sold out sincerely, abandoned' underscores the intensity of his devotion. This surrender is not just a private act but a public declaration, as he states he doesn't care who sees him in this state of abandonment. The imagery of 'hands to the ceiling' conveys a sense of worship and adoration, reflecting a heart fully given over to God.

As the song progresses, Hastings reflects on the self-control and sacrifice of Jesus, who chose to remain on the cross despite having the power to call upon angels. This act of love and restraint leaves Hastings in awe, and he acknowledges that while he can never repay such love, he can offer his praise and devotion. The bridge of the song further emphasizes this surrender, as Hastings offers every aspect of his life to God—his heart, soul, victories, failures, and even his battles. The repeated refrain 'Consider it yours, Lord' is a poignant reminder of the totality of his surrender.

'Abandoned' is a heartfelt and moving exploration of what it means to live a life fully surrendered to divine love. It challenges listeners to reflect on their own lives and consider what it means to be 'abandoned' in their faith, offering everything they have in response to the ultimate sacrifice made for them.