Toute La Nuite (feat. Kamal)
Beny Jr
Escaping Pain: The Nightly Struggle in 'Toute La Nuite'
Beny Jr's song 'Toute La Nuite (feat. Kamal)' is a poignant exploration of pain, regret, and the search for solace through self-destructive habits. The repetitive chorus, 'Pour oublier, moi j'ai fumé toute la nuit,' which translates to 'To forget, I smoked all night,' underscores the central theme of using smoking as a means to escape emotional turmoil. The artist's plea for forgiveness from his mother, 'Lwalida ghir semhili,' adds a layer of familial guilt and sorrow, suggesting that his actions are not just self-harming but also a source of disappointment to his loved ones.
The lyrics delve into the harsh realities of street life, with references to betrayal, violence, and the lawlessness of the streets. Lines like 'La calle no tiene ley' (The street has no law) and 'No hay poder, moi j'ai fumé toute la nuit' (There is no power, I smoked all night) reflect a sense of hopelessness and the chaotic environment the artist navigates. The mention of 'Sheitan' (Satan) and the imagery of red eyes further emphasize the internal and external battles he faces, painting a vivid picture of a life steeped in darkness and struggle.
In the latter part of the song, the artist reflects on his past and the emotional pain it brings. The verse 'Si miro atrá' me duele, no se puede' (If I look back, it hurts, it's not possible) highlights the difficulty of confronting past traumas. The artist's isolation, 'Y sin mi madre al lado, y yo solo encerrado en la habitación' (And without my mother by my side, and me alone locked in the room), speaks to a deep sense of loneliness and the longing for comfort. Despite the success hinted at with 'Y mírame, ahora estoy en YouTube' (And look at me, now I'm on YouTube), the underlying message is one of unresolved pain and the ongoing struggle to find peace.