En E Xanax

Samuele Bersani's song "En e Xanax" tells a poignant and intimate story of two individuals, En and Xanax, who find solace and healing in each other amidst their struggles with anxiety and emotional turmoil. The song begins by introducing the characters, who meet during a shared panic attack. En is the daughter of an American woman living in Rome, while Xanax is described as a 'son of a bitch' who is now unemployed. This initial encounter sets the stage for a deep and complex relationship where both characters seek comfort in each other's presence.

The lyrics vividly describe how En and Xanax calm each other with their 'tongues tasting of bitter medicine and cloves.' This metaphor suggests that their relationship, while soothing, is also tinged with the bitterness of their personal struggles. They engage in simple yet profound acts of connection, such as reading stolen library books together. The song emphasizes the power of mutual support, as they promise to face their fears together and fight against pain like giants. This partnership is portrayed as a revolutionary force, with En's soul being something Xanax deeply admires and aspires to.

The song also touches on the intensity of their relationship, highlighting moments of conflict that could 'stop New York traffic' and the subsequent reconciliation that brings them back together. The recurring theme of finding peace in each other's company is reinforced by the imagery of them 'anesthetizing' themselves with the taste of mint and marijuana before falling asleep. This cycle of conflict and resolution, pain and healing, underscores the depth of their bond and the transformative power of love and understanding in overcoming personal demons.