Numb

Incipe memoriam
Incipe abicere
Desiste ab memoria
Let me go numb
Omitte nunc dolores
Quid agis nihil moror
Retineri non possum
Let me go numb

You were so good a liar
And I was so in love | that I invited in the pain
I had to learn with fire | after a flame is snuffed
Only the ashes still remain

Now that I fin’ly see you
As you are | must I be forced to see you
In every scar?
Practicing blackest magic
You cast a spell on me
That even today is hard to break
While it was turning tragic
Part of me stayed deceived
Part me clung to my mistake

If I’m to survive | make a new life
I need to become | totally numb