April Showers

In 'April Showers,' Big Girl delves into the tumultuous emotions of dealing with past trauma and the journey towards healing and empowerment. The song opens with a vivid metaphor of a 'big bad storm,' symbolizing the overwhelming and destructive nature of the singer's past experiences. The line 'These April showers don't change a thing' suggests that despite the passage of time and the natural cycles of life, the pain and damage inflicted remain unchanged. This sets the stage for a narrative of resilience and self-empowerment.

The lyrics reveal a deeply personal story of abandonment and betrayal, particularly in the lines 'Cried for you for twenty long years / Damn you, Heather, you still ain't here.' The name Heather likely represents a significant figure in the singer's life, possibly a mother or a close family member, whose absence and neglect have left a lasting impact. The repeated assertion 'I don't feel sorry for you' indicates a shift from victimhood to empowerment, as the singer refuses to be defined by the actions of others.

The chorus, 'April showers / Won't save dead flowers / I've got the power when I / Moving on,' serves as a powerful declaration of self-reliance and the decision to move forward. The imagery of 'dead flowers' reinforces the idea that some relationships and experiences are beyond repair, and the only way to heal is to let go and move on. The repetition of 'moving on' underscores the singer's determination to break free from the past and reclaim their power. Through this song, Big Girl captures the essence of resilience, illustrating that true strength lies in the ability to move forward despite the storms of life.