my strange addiction

Billie Eilish's 'my strange addiction' is a song that delves into the theme of irresistible and potentially harmful attractions. The lyrics suggest a relationship or desire that is as compelling as it is possibly destructive, likened to an addiction that one cannot quit despite knowing better. The song's title itself is a play on the concept of having an addiction to something unusual or unexpected, which in this case, seems to be a person or a feeling associated with that person.

The opening lines of the song sample dialogue from the American TV show 'The Office,' specifically from an episode featuring a dance called 'The Scarn.' This inclusion sets a playful and somewhat ironic tone, contrasting the seriousness of addiction with the lightheartedness of a sitcom. Eilish uses vivid imagery throughout the song, such as 'I'm the powder, you're the fuse,' to describe the explosive nature of the relationship. The repeated chorus, 'You are my strange addiction,' emphasizes the central theme of an irresistible draw to something that defies explanation by doctors or conventional wisdom.

The song's bridge, with lines like 'Bite my glass, set myself on fire,' further illustrates the self-destructive behavior that can accompany such intense attractions. Eilish's lyrics often explore themes of mental health, love, and the complexities of youth, and 'my strange addiction' is no exception. It captures the essence of being drawn to what might not be good for us, the thrill of the forbidden, and the difficulty in letting go of something that is both a source of pain and pleasure.