Cursive

Billie Marten's song 'Cursive' delves into the complexities of self-identity and mental health, using poetic and introspective lyrics to explore these themes. The opening lines, 'I write in cursive lines / And I need the help,' suggest a struggle with clarity and understanding, both in communication and in self-perception. The use of cursive writing as a metaphor implies a sense of fluidity and ambiguity, reflecting the artist's internal conflict and the difficulty of defining oneself clearly.

The recurring refrain, 'I will never be / I will never be myself / I will never be too well,' underscores a profound sense of disconnection and a struggle with mental well-being. This repetition emphasizes the artist's feelings of inadequacy and the persistent battle with inner demons. The imagery of walking 'the corners / Of my empty mind' and being 'full of darkness / With the loneliest of light' paints a vivid picture of isolation and the haunting presence of mental struggles, even in moments of hope.

Despite the somber tone, the song offers a glimmer of hope in the lines, 'And we'll be fine, there is an end / It hurts to fall back again.' This suggests a cyclical nature of struggle and recovery, acknowledging the pain of setbacks while also affirming the possibility of eventual healing. The closing lines, 'We will always be / We always be alright,' provide a reassuring message of resilience and enduring strength, suggesting that despite the challenges, there is a persistent hope for better days.