i feel bad

blackbear's song 'i feel bad' delves deep into the emotional turmoil and self-doubt that often accompany toxic relationships. The repetitive lines 'I feel bad, I don't feel good' set the tone for the entire song, emphasizing a state of persistent emotional distress. This repetition mirrors the cyclical nature of negative thoughts and feelings that can trap someone in a harmful relationship.

The lyrics 'I'm like fuck love, fuck life, I'm a fool for you, all day, all night' reveal a sense of frustration and resignation. blackbear acknowledges his own vulnerability and the futility of his efforts to make the relationship work. The line 'You said that you could do better, why don't you try?' suggests a partner who is critical and dismissive, further eroding his self-esteem. This dynamic is a common theme in toxic relationships, where one partner's words and actions can deeply affect the other's mental health.

The metaphor 'You're like a college grad that majored in the art of fucking over everything we had' is particularly striking. It paints a vivid picture of someone who has become exceptionally skilled at causing emotional pain and destroying what was once cherished. The desire to 'rip these pictures off the wall and paint 'em all in black' symbolizes a wish to erase the past and the painful memories associated with it. The song's chorus, 'I swear you're so good at making me feel bad,' encapsulates the essence of the emotional abuse and manipulation that blackbear is experiencing.

In 'i feel bad,' blackbear masterfully captures the anguish and helplessness that come with being in a toxic relationship. His raw and honest lyrics resonate with anyone who has ever felt trapped in a cycle of emotional pain, making the song both relatable and cathartic.