@ my worst

This is the end, this is the end
This is the end of me
Playin' pretend that I'm available emotionally
I'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends
Could be the death of me
I'm not ready, I'm not ready

Maybe I'm the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name
I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe
The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you еver had
Tell you you're bеautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me
The more you make it worse

Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?

Yeah, don't try to call
Do not disturb, I do not want to speak
This is the end, demons are friends
Angels are enemies

I'm just a fool, stuck in the past
Your worst memories
I'm not ready for you to forget me

I know that I'm the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name
I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe
I showed you all my scars
That I let nobody see

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me
The more you make it worse

Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?

This is the end, this is the end
This is the end of me
This is the end, this is the end
This is the end of me

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me
The more you make it worse

Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse

The more you try to fix me
The more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?

This is the end, this is the end
This is the end of me