Rothmans

The song 'Rothmans' by Blair is a poignant reflection on the aftermath of a relationship that has ended, yet continues to linger in the heart and mind of the narrator. The lyrics convey a sense of longing and an inability to fully let go of the past. The mention of the narrator's mother asking about the former partner indicates that the relationship was significant and recognized by others, making the separation even more impactful.

The recurring theme of wanting to 'move into a painting' with the former lover suggests a desire to preserve the beautiful moments they shared, as if to freeze them in time. The act of 'stealing a color' while the other is asleep is a metaphor for holding onto the essence of the person and the relationship, which has permanently colored the narrator's heart. This imagery paints a picture of the deep emotional imprint left by the relationship.

The chorus, where the narrator smokes Rothmans cigarettes and feels as if their mouth is like that of their former lover's, symbolizes the sensory memories that remain. Smoking the same brand as the ex-partner is a way to feel close to them again, a temporary relief from the pain of separation. The fear of 'going crazy' from the longing indicates the intensity of the emotions involved. The line about crying at a party while everyone else is lost in celebration further illustrates the isolation and sadness felt amidst attempts to move on. The 'fresh April breeze' is a metaphor for the refreshing and vital presence the ex-partner represented in the narrator's life.