My Friends

Bohnes' song 'My Friends' delves into the complex relationship between an individual and their inner demons. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with their mental state, seeking control and a sense of normalcy. The desire to 'play God' and 'control my own thoughts' reflects a struggle for autonomy over one's mind, a common theme for those battling mental health issues. The juxtaposition of wanting to feel alive and wanting to die highlights the emotional rollercoaster that often accompanies such struggles.

The chorus, 'all of my demons are my friends,' suggests a form of acceptance and familiarity with these inner struggles. By personifying demons as friends, Bohnes implies that these negative aspects are an integral part of his identity. This acceptance is further emphasized with lines like 'best friends forever' and 'we'll die together,' indicating a deep, albeit troubling, bond. The imagery of writing letters and lending sweaters to these demons adds a layer of intimacy, suggesting that these struggles are not just tolerated but are a significant part of his life.

As the song progresses, there is a glimmer of hope for the future. The lyrics express a desire for freedom, peace, and sobriety in older age. This hope is tempered by the acknowledgment of current burdens, 'I think I got a lot on my shoulders,' and the wish for warmth in colder times. The repetition of the chorus reinforces the idea that these demons, while ever-present, are also a source of strength and resilience. Bohnes' raw and honest portrayal of his inner world invites listeners to reflect on their own struggles and the ways they cope with them.